Monday, September 14, 2009
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I seriously suck.....and I bet that alot of people agree with that statement......U see...even if I have explained this scenario to many people....jus gonna say it again...
Today was not one of my best days....well despite occasional laughter and well talking.....lets backtrack....
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Okay....Yesterday......I was at my regular Chinese tuition class....sitting and trying to concentrate on my work.......then one of girls...who is my "fwen" asked for my phone....so I just lent it to her.HOW THE HECK WAS I MEANT TO KNOW THAT SHE WULD JUST KEEP DISTURBING A RANDOM NUMBER ON MY PHONE?And the worst part is that I dun even remember how I got it.....and well...some things happened and well one thing led to the other.......and mow my best fwen is mad at miie....I sooooo dun wanna go more into the details......really...
But you know what...I dun even know if he cares if I exist anymore............
Well.....besides that I really don't think that I can say much more.......I jus dun know what to feel.....maybe I should just let this go.........he wun listen to miie after all.........what should I do........
Today was not one of my best days....well despite occasional laughter and well talking.....lets backtrack....
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Okay....Yesterday......I was at my regular Chinese tuition class....sitting and trying to concentrate on my work.......then one of girls...who is my "fwen" asked for my phone....so I just lent it to her.HOW THE HECK WAS I MEANT TO KNOW THAT SHE WULD JUST KEEP DISTURBING A RANDOM NUMBER ON MY PHONE?And the worst part is that I dun even remember how I got it.....and well...some things happened and well one thing led to the other.......and mow my best fwen is mad at miie....I sooooo dun wanna go more into the details......really...
But you know what...I dun even know if he cares if I exist anymore............
Well.....besides that I really don't think that I can say much more.......I jus dun know what to feel.....maybe I should just let this go.........he wun listen to miie after all.........what should I do........
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