Monday, December 7, 2009
♥ Erm....
Heyy! Basically,today...had fun DANCING!...LOL...at church^^
Thx to the guys who had enough guts to ask for a dance...and thanks Sean and Celine!..Oh and Shermaine and Stephanie^^
...I really just gotta say.....To Syaikhah....
I know that to you , I must be such a terrible person.....I try my best to please others and well....Sometimes I just lose sight of what's important.......U must really hate me...But I hope you can accept my apologies....When I wrote that message...I did'nt mean that you were'nt in my heart.To be honest....I always thought that everything that makes you sad is caused by me and I guess it's true.You have never done anything to hurt me...and you really did'nt need to try hard at all.....I am not much of a friend or sister anyways.
When I first met you,I was really grateful...and actually..I was jealous of your talent...and when you showed me your drawings...I was happy....then we became sisters....Or so I thought....I never really gave much thought to anything else but pleasing everyone by doing things for them....but for once...when i found you....i felt like I did'nt have to prove myself so hard cus you understood me.....Then I came to realise that I caused you so much hurt that you got so close to Rui..........I tried to stay close to you...but you seemed to not wanna talk to me anymore.....I thought you would be happier without me.....
I always appreciated you.....you are always gonna be important to me even if I don't say it....I see all my mistakes.....I do understand what sisters are and what they do.....honestly........It's not as if everyone ranks above you......I just don't know how to explain myself to you....I am not much.......I understand that.....I really don't wanna ruin your life anymore...truly.....I am sorry.......I love you so very much,Sis.
Even if you don't believe it anymore............its true.
I am sorry I made you feel unwanted....i am sorry i hurt you.....I am sorry I didn't show you any love.......I would do anything for you to forgive me....If I had'nt met you...I would have been lost.......You really helped me a lot....And you cared about me so much......
There is not much else I can say.....please forgive me?Pls?
I am sorry....;[
Thx to the guys who had enough guts to ask for a dance...and thanks Sean and Celine!..Oh and Shermaine and Stephanie^^
...I really just gotta say.....To Syaikhah....
I know that to you , I must be such a terrible person.....I try my best to please others and well....Sometimes I just lose sight of what's important.......U must really hate me...But I hope you can accept my apologies....When I wrote that message...I did'nt mean that you were'nt in my heart.To be honest....I always thought that everything that makes you sad is caused by me and I guess it's true.You have never done anything to hurt me...and you really did'nt need to try hard at all.....I am not much of a friend or sister anyways.
When I first met you,I was really grateful...and actually..I was jealous of your talent...and when you showed me your drawings...I was happy....then we became sisters....Or so I thought....I never really gave much thought to anything else but pleasing everyone by doing things for them....but for once...when i found you....i felt like I did'nt have to prove myself so hard cus you understood me.....Then I came to realise that I caused you so much hurt that you got so close to Rui..........I tried to stay close to you...but you seemed to not wanna talk to me anymore.....I thought you would be happier without me.....
I always appreciated you.....you are always gonna be important to me even if I don't say it....I see all my mistakes.....I do understand what sisters are and what they do.....honestly........It's not as if everyone ranks above you......I just don't know how to explain myself to you....I am not much.......I understand that.....I really don't wanna ruin your life anymore...truly.....I am sorry.......I love you so very much,Sis.
Even if you don't believe it anymore............its true.
I am sorry I made you feel unwanted....i am sorry i hurt you.....I am sorry I didn't show you any love.......I would do anything for you to forgive me....If I had'nt met you...I would have been lost.......You really helped me a lot....And you cared about me so much......
There is not much else I can say.....please forgive me?Pls?
I am sorry....;[
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